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angela ([personal profile] barmherzig) wrote2018-06-10 01:27 pm
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[personal profile] gaylic 2018-10-27 11:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Moira hadn't been surprised by the touch and thus hadn't made a move to pull away from it, letting her feel her heartbeat under her hand, watching her curiously, wondering what drove her actions more than anything. The thought that perhaps she just wanted to feel connected to the real world again crossed her mind, but she wasn't so sure that was it.

Her words were what startled her, forehead creasing in further confusion, cheeks turning pink the more she spoke. It wasn't the first time she cursed her pale Irish skin for giving away any embarrassment she suffered. So many people lately had been telling her about her own emotions, whether in good light or bad, and how much or how little she expressed them. She wasn't sure what to make of it. She thought herself rational, cut off from pesky things like care and love.

But Angela wasn't wrong. She had risked herself, had gone out of her way for the other doctor on more than one occasion now, and it made her stomach tie in knots. Feelings she had thought long since dead, left in the wrecks of Zurich with everything else Overwatch had ever done, were slowly bubbling there way to the surface the longer she was around Angela and she wasn't sure what to make of it.

"I'd prefer the rest of this place continue to think me heartless," she said with her typical cool air in her voice. "I don't need people trying to wiggle their way into my life any more than they're already trying."
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[personal profile] gaylic 2018-10-28 02:05 am (UTC)(link)
Moira's breath hitched as she felt her hand against her cheek. It was an intimate gesture and while she was prepared for the rough and sudden movements that came with their last few sexual encounters, gentle and nurturing wasn't something she had ever set herself up for - at least not on the receiving end. She had been nurturing enough, one could argue, by carrying her upstairs in the first place, but Moira liked to ignore her own care on the regular.

"Yes," she finally replied when she had finished talking. She was good for honesty if nothing else. "I don't say that to be hurtful," she followed up shortly thereafter, her words a bit more slow and carefully chosen now. "I'm not ashamed so much as cautious. Caring for others, no matter how much, is a risk. One you can not calculate or control the outcome of in any manner. A risk I've taken too many times for my liking and I'm not prepared to take again."

Which wasn't to say that she hadn't taken it anyway, but she simply didn't know how to deal with it. "You're better off without feelings because then no one can disappoint or hurt you."
Edited 2018-10-28 02:05 (UTC)
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oh right cw for sexual stuff ahoy in case it wasn't... obvious....

[personal profile] gaylic 2018-10-28 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
She hadn't noticed how much her heart rate had started to increase until she had it pointed out to her. Moira swallowed roughly, letting Angela's hands continue to roam without reaching to slow them. She wasn't wrong. She didn't want to stop her. She had no intention of trying and it was extremely clear.

Her forehead rested against Angela's as she felt her fingers reach her tie, breath hitching at her words, heart pounding that much harder in her chest. She could feel the palm of her scarred hand sweating slightly inside its glove, making her more aware of how her body temperature must have been rising. All the usual signs of arousal, ones she had just described in her announcement to the Deer Feed not too long ago.

While the bursts of desperation were nice, they always knew they were coming, and beating them to the punch wasn't the worst of ideas she could think of. It didn't mean that she had to process her feelings right that minute. It even gave her an excuse to perhaps not talk about them at all. "It seems illogical to simply delay the inevitable," she said quietly.
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[personal profile] gaylic 2018-10-28 03:19 am (UTC)(link)
"By being logical?" It was teasing. She knew full well that she had an affect on her for far different reasons. Moira could feel her breath coming heavier with every pop of a button and every touch to her skin. It felt like she was leaving small trails of electricity behind with her fingers, ones that sent jolts of excitement down through her muscles, landing themselves between her legs with a maddening ache. Different than that of the blood before their time in the shower - more controlled, more drenched in pure desire than chemically altered desperation.

Her gloved hand reached up to play with the fabric of Angela's skirt, pushing it up just slightly as her palm rested against her hip. She put the slightest pressure against her, using it to pull her a little closer, to feel her torso start to press up against the other woman's.

"What sort of affect, Dr. Ziegler?"
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[personal profile] gaylic 2018-10-28 03:47 am (UTC)(link)
Moira's jaw tensed as she watched her tongue dart across her lips, the twitch of her lips likely noticeable as she resisted the urge to lean forward. She liked leaving Angela in control of this at the moment, letting her be the one to decide what happened and when. It was a change in roles, considering how often she tended to be the person to grab her and pin her without a warning.

Her eyes fluttered shut for a moment as she spoke, hating that someone could make her own awkward, technical description of sexual frustration sound so damned good. She wasn't sure whether to feel mocked or turned on or a strange mixture of both. Her eyes reopened as she gave a small huff of amusement, making sure to squint somewhat dramatically as she looked into her eyes.

"Mm, they certainly look it to me. But the lighting is dim. It's hard to say for certain."
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[personal profile] gaylic 2018-10-28 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
Moira couldn't help but stiffen slightly when she felt her start to remove the glove - waiting, cautious, just in case the town took this moment to have her powers act up and the scarred hand would start to take her life without her intending on it. She hated not knowing if she could lose control, if the warping that she'd seen done to so many others could happen to more than just her healing abilities.

When nothing happened, though, she relaxed, and went to let her hand rest against her hip again, this time with nothing barring her from the feel of the fabric of her skirt. With her shirt no longer on, Moira felt confident in lifting her other hand, going to start to undo the buttons on Angela's blouse now, being sure to be just as slow in the process.

"Maybe it's contagious."
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[personal profile] gaylic 2018-10-29 02:04 am (UTC)(link)
When she had finished undoing the buttons, she had pulled the fabric free of Angela's pencil skirt, before pushing the blouse from her shoulders and tossing it the side. Her hands had brushed against the skin, moving over the lace of her bra just as she felt her unsnap her own. She let her hands fall for a moment while Angela removed the garment, but was quick to return to touching her the moment she had a chance.

Her breath hitched at the attention to her breasts, slowly releasing in a sigh that bordered on a soft moan. Her body felt sensitive all over, alert to every attention, and she could feel the ache building steadily between her legs with every moment.

"I think it's a safe assumption that I absolutely am feeling nearly everything you are," she said finally, voice a bit rough at the edges with need.
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[personal profile] gaylic 2018-10-29 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
There was a small noise of surprise when her lips were suddenly crushed against Angela's, but the shock only lasted for a second before she had quickly started to return the kiss. She'd known that was where it was headed, though perhaps the forceful nature of it had been what had caught her off guard. Her eyes had snapped shut, scarred arm wrapping tightly around her, nails digging in the skin at her side just slightly as she pulled her close.

Her other hand worked at pushing up the pencil skirt. She did enjoy the lingerie that Angela had started to wear since their arrival here and she was pleased to find the garter belt at her thigh as expected. Her fingers popped open each clasp, working them as slowly as she had the buttons as she pushed her body against the other woman's.
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[personal profile] gaylic 2018-10-29 02:49 am (UTC)(link)
She had already felt a shiver run through her when Angela had started to lay back on the bed, watching the way the fabric shifted over her body and the garters dangled from her thighs. She had been reaching out to grab the edge of the stocking when she felt her heel press into her sex, and it made her stiffen, groaning, trying to keep her balance as a jolt of pleasure shot through her.

Her nails had scratched against her thigh before she'd regained her focus, going to almost tear the stocking from her leg as she went to pull it off.
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[personal profile] gaylic 2018-10-30 03:28 am (UTC)(link)
Moira's legs shook slightly as she felt her teasing, relief washing over her when she started to undo the button. She made sure to kick the pants to the side the moment she felt them fall far enough for her to do so, doing the same with her underwear once it was down by her ankles. She shivered slightly, aware of the chill in the air now that she no longer had anything protecting her.

That chill would be long forgotten though if Angela kept up her teasing. Moira could already feel the heat spreading outward, her legs leaning slightly into the bed for support, eyes fluttering as she tried to focus. The kiss made her breath catch and a soft moan escape her for a brief second before she cut it off. She hated looking so eager so quickly.

"I want you to touch me." Her voice was surprisingly firm considering how weakened she was by her desire.
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[personal profile] gaylic 2018-11-03 09:37 pm (UTC)(link)
She'd let out a sigh at the kisses to her thighs, letting her eyes close as her hands started to play with Angela's hair, fingers gently running over the blonde strands. She did her best to part her legs slightly from her standing position, the bed frame creaking just slightly as she let her knees press more firmly against the edge of the mattress and giving her that little leverage she could use to keep herself centered.

The fingers that had been lightly stroking her hair gripped it roughly when she felt her tongue roll over the sensitive nub, a gasp escaping her finally, turning into a low grown as Angela's fingers started to join in on the exploration. She could feel the heat between her legs, the strong pulse of her heartbeat making every sensation that Angela gave her that much more intense. It didn't take long for her to feel her legs shaking slightly, a gentle whimper escaping from her lips.